...but happy. Today I got author's copies from two Books, I had done illustrations for. And I got thre brochure for the spring-program from the publishinghouse I do illustrations for. And there are also two books I did illustrations for. With my name on the covers
To celebrate the day I went out eating and I had a good evening. Okay, because of the weather I have a light headache and I am getting a cold with a scratching throat.
But now I am thinking about, how I felt one year agoo. If somebady would have told me, that I would do illustration jobs for a big publishing house. I would have said: "Yeah, yeah. Dream on, dear." And now four books and a lot of experiences later I just can say: "Wow, what an exciting year 2007. And let's work on for an fxxxing great year 2008."
Yes, now I have to keep on my work and not to rest on my past successes.
But my illustrations looks really wonderful....
In some days I submit some of my favourite illustrations.
And now, I cook some tea for my throat....
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"Bide your time, and hold out hope" ~Gankutsuou
Visit my gallery!
And on Frankfurt Bookfair 2006 I was so deep down, that I cried. My good friend Akatonbo was with me. And she comforted me, bought me some tea and food in the illustrator's café and she told me that at last everything will go fine. Surely, at this time, I didn't believe her. But okay, okay, she and my family and all my other friends were right.
But it was really a hard time. And it was extremly funny how I got my first illustration's job. It was the time I worked on my diploma. A extremly stressful time. And I got the phonecall from a publisher's bureau, if I am interested in working at a book-project.
Of course, I was!! It was two weeks before my diploma. That was another drama. But okay. I got my diploma. And short after, I got my first job as an illustrator.
The bureau found me on the webpage of an illustrator's agency named Filu were I publish my works. (by the way, I should update my gallery there.....)
The Filu-archive runs the Illustrators-Café were I cried on the bookfair. I was already member of Filu, but I thought, that my works are so horrible, that nobody ist interest to work with me.
Yeah, that is the story. Full of self-pity, fear for the future and desperation. But on the other hand full of hard work and not staying in self-pity, fear for the future and desperation.
I always managed to stand up and move on. And in the future I will always stand up and move on.
My mother told me the idiom: "Who pushes up the cat's tail, if not the cat itself?!"
She is right.
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